Thursday, April 9, 2015

periodicals by the window

Things that I am good at:
Finding literally any reason to not do homework
& People, these reasons they are legitimate things
like cleaning my room, doing the dishes, organizing my closet, doing my laundry, feeding myself, catching up with a friend, saving the world, writing blog posts..(cough, cough)

& here I’ve been in the library for at least an hour
but what have I gotten done?
Well I found a couple sweet plants on pinterest
& I sent a couple emails
and I caught up with a friend
& drank a lot of water…dehydration/boredom same thing

& we sat at the end of the periodicals which are by these huge windows
I love windows
& light
& outside the windows is all of this pretty green plant-life
all green plantlife is pretty I think
(plantlife isn’t even a word)

But now it’s pitch black so whether or not we were by the window wouldn’t actually matter

Although I can see myself, and if it wasn’t really creepy I’d probably snap a picture of myself in the window…

I tried, it didn’t work

Well that’s all – I’m going to write 1 of my two 5-page-papers now


Bye.


(for the record, I did finish that paper at 10:30pm and then left the library just before 11..but if you're ever wondering where I'll be the next few nights (aka until finals begin and end)-- periodicals by the window are probably a good bet).

no window picture but here is that lovely cactus from pinterest:






Sunday, April 5, 2015

rope.

It's been a month...a little more actually.
You know that quote that says, well this:


I feel very much like this at the moment. 
And by moment I mean this month
and last month
and possibly next month as well
& you can blame it on finals
or you can blame it on life in general
but all I know is it's a good thing my arms are a little stronger from the rock climbing that I now have quite a love for
because I'm not letting go anytime soon.

& actually, there are some very good things in my life right now
& by things, naturally I primarily mean people.
General Conference is wonderful too
as well as the weather
but sometimes there doesn't need to be a reason, 
things are just difficult. 
Sometimes you don't need any stress endusers, 
you're just stressed. 

But I'm holding onto that knot
but focusing on the good
& recognizing I just simply cannot do everything.